Love is blind.....and sucks most of the time

Sarah

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,

I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my Mommy
Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.

When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
>From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.

I try and hide
>From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.

He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.

well i just got back. i spent the weekend at my moms. It was nice spending time with her. i got too see my kitties shadow and cinders too!!, there are so fuckin cute!!. Evan might come over tonight too. which i hope he does, i seen him friday but i miss him like crazy!!!!  i love him so much!!! well im gonna jet. if anything happens ill be sure to write it in here

well this weekend was ok i guess. Friday evan came over for awhile, he didnt leave until 12:30. saturday i went to my brothers party, that was interesting, lol. Sunday i didnt do anything at all. Saturday was johnny's birthday soo HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNNY FUCKIN DILASCIO and sunday was cripple's birthday soo HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRIPPLE. ok im done now.

this weekend was really good. kayla stayed at my house all weekend. Friday we went to nicks house for awhile and watched him and all of his friends around the fire drink and smoke. Later that night johnny came over and spet the night, he hung out with me and kayla all night. saturday nightjohnny and bryan came over and spent the night, now that was CRAZY!, lol, we had ALLOT of fun!. Then all day sunday i was with my baby evan!. WHAT A GOOD WEEKEND!

MINE AND EVANS 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY IS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG I LOVE HIM!!

welll lets see.......Friday kayla came over. My older brother kenny and my neice tiffany was also here, and kayla was goin nuts over tiffany!, lol. Kayla wanted tiffany to spend the night, so i made sure kayla was takin care of her most of the time. Later that night Forney and two of his friends came over for a couple of hours, it was really interesting. last night Johnny came over to visit me for awhile, i was very happy. Evan also came over for a couple hours as well, I love spending time with him!.